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Wednesday, October 26, 2005

cca is cancelled at the very last minute again. urghh! effing irritating!

so went to see the heads today. there's many people who have to retain. and smelly has to drop her pure science! and that means most prolly she's gonna change class. i think nicki might be changing class too if she decides to drop her science, how saddening. i'll miss them a hell lot. and things won't be the same without them? sigh. feeling pretty moody. dms-ing? hur. and yeah. panty act like an angel, again. what's new? eew. make me feel like puking.

was having a bad headache and all. sat in the hall and rot. so i volunteered to help mrs ong clean her homeroom. haha. together with budd, smelly, nicki, christi, tang, jacq and some others. haha. had fun. cheered up a lil. ( : i hope mrs ong can be our form teacher next year! lol.

and i can feel the stress of the Os now even though its next year. i think i gotta work hard and not slack anymore. no more empty talk about working hard anymore. cause at this rate i'm going, i can say byebye to jc in 2007. scraping through is dangerous and yet i'm doing it for all my important subjects. sigh. i feel like my head is gonna burst any time soon. i really wanna cry my heart out.
tomorrow i shall vent vent vent. it really is much needed. after that i shall concentrate on studies. but no worries, i won't and never will become a nerd. haha. yeapp. ta.


i just hope people will lower their expectations on me,
be it studies, friendships, etc.
cause i can't shoulder such a huge burden.
its stressing me out.